I moved back to country side

e feelings inside me were enough to eat me, so I didn feel hungry. ”

Sham puts a bowl of noodles on the table. He watches Evan like a father watching his Son.

Sham- ”What are you planning to do next? ”

Evan- ”Vhut yoo meon? ”

Evan said in a not-so-clear voice while eating his noodles.

Sham- ”You plan to stay here? You worked your whole life to get out of here. What do you plan on doing here? ”

Evan- ”….. ”

Sham- ”Evan, Living here isn what those movies show. If you get sick you won have any medicines or hospital here. When you don have enough food, you will have to go down the whole mountain to buy some groceries. You don have that good internet here. You won have your favorite clubs here too. ”

Sham was worried about Evan. He had seen Evan grow up and put a lot of effort to just be in a better place.

Evan- ”…..what do you want to say? ”

Evan was not surprised by these questions but, he was hesitant to answer them. He didn have any plan.

Sham- ”this place is for people who have already lived their life and want to spend rest in peace. You still have a life to live. What do you expect you to live here? ”

Evan- ”…..I will go back to the city, just not now. ”

Sham- ”Wait, are you serious? ”

Sham raises his eyes to See Evan who had stopped eating his noodles.

Evan- ”More than ever. You are right. I have much to see and live. I want to stay here till I get my life right at its track. Ill leave on new years eve. So, I hope you understand my perspective. ”

Evan left the kitchen and went to his room. His head was filled with thoughts asking him why isn going out to the city right now. But, Irenies journal answered them. ”You don have to go through the pain you don want to feel. ” So, He drifts away to sleep. He was scared and unsure of what he is doing right now.

His head would start to hurt whenever he would even try to think about it. But, He wanted to follow his rhythm on his road.

By _Anna_07_