The Luna Talia

Talia P.O.V

As I roll out of my bed after a long night I turn on my phone to see if I have any messages then I see 20 missed calls from Xavier and 60 messages from him also. I smile, then finally a rush of memories passes so fast. I am so angry towards Xavier he literately ruined my whole fantasy and dream of having a mate I am thinking of rejecting that asshole he isn worth my time he is just a ** boy and what can I possible do I have been through enough hurt in my life, I am not giving him any attention I don care who he is.

Skyler and Talia mind link conversation

S: Hey what going on? how are you?

T: Nothing, just like really hurt I hate him already but like Fuck him I don care for all of that anymore I have been fine on my own after all of this time, I have been through worst shit than this.

S: Im gonna beat his ass I don give a ** if I can beat an alpha !!!

T: what did Nina say about him?

S: She said he looked depressed.

T: Thats not my fault he **ed up on the first meet.

S: So what are you going to do?

T: I plan on rejecting him, he has hurt me already on the first meet and thats no way to treat mate and I am so done, I don have time for immature little boys.

S: All Im gonna tell you is think before you do, you don wanna make the wrong decision and regret the decision after.

T: I understand you are worried Ill be broken and depressed all the time but we will see, for now, I think I am going to go away for a while I need a break from all of this I do not want to explore and shift out of anger.

Xavier P.O.V

I am so mad at myself and my wolf for doing that to my mate she looked so freaking beautiful as soon as I saw her I knew she was mine she belonged to me, Ive been locked in my room all day with so many thoughts just swirling around in my head. I just don know what to do with myself anymore I have a feeling she is going to reject me I cannot let that happen I am the alpha I need her by my side and I am so afraid to lose her but again it is my fault I have caused this upon myself I am so dumb I tell myself, I run to Ninas room and barge in I want to fix this I tell her.

I need to get her back like ASAP!! Well, first you need to get that blondie out of this packed house cause she is only confusing she said I rolled my eyes knowing that she was right but I hated the fact that she is so annoying and judgmental but I guess she was right about this.

Okay, I need you to ask Skyler if he and my mate can come here so we can hang out but only tell Skyler I don want her to know Ill be around, I doubt shell want to be around me or even want to see me which makes my heart shatter into millions of pieces.

Nina P.O.V

Xavier is so **ed up my wolf Tasha tells me, he over here hurting his

Mate by playing around with this ugly skunk I can believe she thought she was gonna be a part of this family. I mean just look at her, Talia is so much prettier her vibe and energy are everything I would love for her to become a part of this family although I am doubting that my brother is good for her seeing how he made his first impression on her which was so bad. I lay back on my bed as Xavier spoke of his grand plan which I doubted would work because that girl Talia is so not no push over and will not just give in to him just because of his apology plus I hear she is one dangerous girl, one of the best warriors in her pack. I miss Skyler so Much I sigh to myself. Xaviers plan is alright I guess but lets see what happens.

Talia P.O.V

I am always in a constant debate with myself about my decisions, but I know with due time everything will be okay at least that is what I am telling myself.

I often think about how far I have come in this lifetime and to be completely honest I am proud of myself and how far Ive come because I know many in my situation or those who have gone through the things that I have would have folded and just killed themselves or given up, but I chose to fight because I know I have my family nowhere with me and I would do anything for them because they have saved me from my misery. I found ways to cope with this lost feeling inside of me to keep going because I know that the trauma that I went through just strengthens the fact that I deserve to heal and get better.

at the end of all of this, I know who I am and the power that I possess inside of me I know my strength I know what is my purpose and I know that my only enemy is me. every scar on my body just tells the story of my survival, it shows how much of a true soldier t truly am.

Nothing can hurt me ever again because there is nothing no one can ever say to me that hasn already been said to me, there is no type of pain that I haven felt already. I call my story a story of strength a story of bravery and not giving up.