The Exhausting Reality of Novel Transmigration

culous.

In this world, what kind of coincidence exactly was this.

However, unlike the incredulity I felt that was revealed on my expression, inwardly, doubt still constantly nagged at me.

Without realizing it, I started to compare Zobel to the original pharmacist.

‘The original novel’s pharmacist… That character remained unnamed, but he was characterized with a stutter.
And he looked very emaciated due to the dark circles around his eyes…’

Based on these clues, the descriptions matched one after another.

Still, what turned my doubts into conviction weren’t these physical descriptions, but the biggest difference between the pharmacist in the original story and the current Zobel.

That is,

‘The pharmacist in the novel despised the Valentines.’

I raised one hand to cover my lips.

This was to hide the cheers that would have come out, along with the astonishment that I was feeling.

If the pharmacist in the novel and Zobel were the same person, then it all made sense.

Since Cassion and David wouldn’t have had a match in the original storyline, Zobel had to continue working as David’s lackey.

His mind would have been more worn down than it was now.

David would have no problems being promoted to a senior knight, unless he was caught in the act.

It’s no wonder that Zobel, who failed to get promoted, quit being a knight while harboring spite for House Valentine.

Perhaps it went like this—he became a pharmacist, but as he wandered around, he caught Leo’s eye and so eventually fell under his command.

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This theory turned into certainty.

Yes.
This man in front of me now will be the pharmacist in the original novel.

‘The fall of House Valentine.
Every aspect of it has a reason.’

As soon as I became sure of Zobel’s identity, this thought occurred to me.

The household’s reliable manpower was taken away, and all that was left were these people: a nanny who abused the ducal ladies of the house, and the servants who turned a blind eye to this transgression.

Then, the only knights left were those who attained their position through deceitful means.

How could such a household not fall to ruin?

Taking my hand off my lips, I slowly leaned back against my seat.

And, tsk, I clicked my tongue.

This was done while I was thinking of how pathetic the Valentines were, but Zobel, as he was in front of me, flinched.

While his shoulders shook, he scratched the back of his head awkwardly.

“Of course… I’m being too shameless, aren’t I, Milady? It’s ridiculous for me to strive to become a pharmacist when I once made medicine to harass other people…”

“No, I’m rooting for you though?”

Before that discouraged voice could continue his bout of self-deprecation, I cut him short.

Here in front of me was someone who had potential, so he shouldn’t be discouraged.

Rather than ordering him around with threats, it was better to boost his confidence with positive reinforcement.

If you just whip someone who already had low self-esteem, then their efficiency would just drop further.

“Pardon?”

Bewildered, he asked back.
However, I soon replied with a smile directed at him.

“Exactly that, I’m rooting for you.
I’ll even support you.”

“Su…pport?”

“Yes.
I believe you’ll be quite the talented pharmacist.”

At the gently spoken words, the man’s cheeks turned red.

It was as if he had never in his life heard a compliment before.

“N…Not at all, Milady.
That’s not possible.
I’m not talented, not at all.”

While waving his hands in the air as though he was swimming, my expression grew stiff when he denied it outright.

Watching me lean back fully as I tapped the armrest of my seat, the man’s gaze quickly became filled with tension.

“Then, are you saying that my eyes are wrong?”

“No, it’s not that, but…”

“Isn’t it easy for you to make effective medicine in a short period of time?”

“……”

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“That’s what you would call talent—and I acknowledge your talent.
I’m not saying this lightly, and these aren’t empty words.
Just take it as it is.”

If given a compliment with a smile, it’s obvious that he would think that it’s a lie.

‘He must be denying it right now, thinking that I’m just being considerate of him.’

People who lacked confidence usually wouldn’t take compliments at face value.

They’d think that the person complimenting them was just them being kind and considerate.

That’s why I deliberately hardened my expression and spoke firmly.

With the carrot and stick approach done in a short span of time, Zobel was at a complete loss.
He immediately bowed fully with his head practically slammed to the ground.

However, his first reaction was clearly a questioning look that said, ‘Maybe?’

Just as I thought, he was suspicious of whether I was being sincere or not.

Until now, he remained awkwardly silent, but his lips soon opened hesitantly.

“But then— I’m someone who’s caused damage to House Valentine…”

“And I’m someone who’ll support you.
As far as I know, I don’t think you’ve ever harmed me directly though?”

“Can I truly be of help to you, Milady?”

The question was answered with another question, but this wasn’t a bad response.

This was enough to prove that he was slowly leaning towards accepting it.

Softening my hard expression now, I nodded.

“Of course.
You’ll be of great help.
I’ll give you my full support.
If you ever become a commendable pharmacist, I’ll even help you earn a lot of money.”

At the enticing suggestion, Zobel wavered and raised his head.

Beneath the empty gaze of his carrot-colored eyes, a hint of vigor was faintly restored.

Gulp. The man’s adam’s apple bobbed up and down as he gulped dryly.

His lips, which hesitated for a very long time, opened carefully.

It’s clear that the next question he was to utter was the one he’d been wanting to ask the most.

“But why me, and why go through all that trouble?”

It was practically the first time he didn’t stutter.

I paused for a moment, pondering how I should answer.
I decided to say what I wanted to say.

The reason I wanted him on my side.

The reason why I’m doing all this for Zobel.

“There’s a medicine that I just know you can make.”

 

A few days later, Zobel resigned from the knight order.

However, he still remained in House Valentine.