Rebirth of the Little Mute

very much.”

Chen Ying persuaded: “You look like you are hiding a lot of things on your own, in fact, it is better to talk about things, maybe it’s not as bad as you imagined?”

But how can I say it, what can I do if I say it?

“Is it really that bad?”

Mu Xiaoke nodded slowly, so bad that he might die.

“Then I won’t pry, but I see you like him very much, can you really resist not contacting him for so long?”

Mu Xiaoke’s eyebrows drooped, and he couldn’t help it… It’s just that in the past two weeks, he couldn’t get a word from Chu Han, and he was already in pain and restless day and night.

During this period of time, he lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.
He was very afraid that something would happen to his body.
He didn’t want to die, he wanted to continue to live, and he wanted to have a new life… Maybe one day, he can also get the life that he wanted.

Mu Xiaoke discovered that he was lucky, and the source of this luck was… Chu Han.

But…

He shouldn’t think so much, he can’t think so much.

Half a month later, Rong Yanzhe really didn’t bother him again, and Chu Han… really didn’t contact him anymore.

Mu Xiaoke searched for Chu Han’s living conditions every day like self-torture.
He felt that he was crazy, driven crazy by all kinds of things that happened in his past and present lives, but he could only taste those bitter fruits by himself.

On December 31, when Mu Xiaoke was walking back to the dormitory, the phone suddenly sounded the notification tone that belonged to Chu Han, and Mu Xiaoke was so frightened that he almost dropped his phone on the ground.

He stabilized his hand, and actually saw the word “Chu Han”, it was really Chu Han!

Without thinking about it, he clicked on the connection, the pain of lovesickness these days is enough, he wants to hear Chu Han’s voice, and he wants to see Chu Han’s smile.

The moment he was connected, his tears fell down unexpectedly.
He was so shocked that he quickly wiped them away, showing a smiling face, and asked Chu Han in sign language if he was okay.

The expression on Chu Han’s face was as cold as ice, which froze the smile on his face.
He looked at Chu Han and painfully endured the bitterness.

Chu Han didn’t say anything, just looked at him like this, and he almost collapsed.
There was only one thought left in his mind, “I want to see you!” Tears blurred his vision, and he felt pain all over his body.
Unable to straighten his back, he held the phone tightly and squatted down slowly, covering his eyes with the other hand, tears streaming down his face.

How could he say “I want to see you” like that, he couldn’t say that!

Chu Han put down his phone and walked slowly to the poor man who broke down and cried bitterly, his heart was also bleeding.
After a whole month of separation, he didn’t say a word, and Mu Xiaoke couldn’t bear to ask him.

He wanted to see how much love Mu Xiaoke had for him, but when he saw it today, Mu Xiaoke was tortured to death by this deliberately designed “broken relationship”.
For the first time, Chu Han doubted the decision he made, why did he torture each other like this? Why did he design his beloved to suffer like this?

Chu Han pulled Mu Xiaoke up and carried him into his arms.

Mu Xiaoke smelled the cologne that Chu Han used to wear, and forgot to cry for a moment.
Chu Han… was by his side!

He originally thought that it would be a lonely New Year’s Eve, but now, the person he misses the most is by his side!

Chu Han took Mu Xiaoke out of school and helped him wipe away the tears on his face in the car.
Mu Xiaoke’s face was not big at all, but now he was so thin that he was almost out of shape.
Chu Han held his face and stared closely into Mu Xiaoke’s eyes, “Are you trying to kill yourself?”

Mu Xiaoke shook his head again and again in fright.
Except for such a worthless thought in his previous life, he never thought about dying.
He can’t die, he doesn’t want to die!

Chu Han took a deep look at him and turned to drive.

Mu Xiaoke tightened his seat belt.
He didn’t know where Chu Han was going to take him.
In fact, Mu Xiaoke would follow wherever he went.
What he was nervous about was how Chu Han would “deal with” him.

However, Chu Han brought him to the riverbank again, where a grand New Year’s Eve event was being held.
Seeing the bustling crowd, Mu Xiaoke suddenly remembered what the girls in the class said.
This is a rare New Year’s Eve event in the whole city.
Many students in the school have plans to come over for New Year’s Eve.

Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han, and his heartbeat stalled due to the sweet smell.
Chu Han led him into the crowd, Chu Han turned around and reminded him: “Don’t get separated from me.”

Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han, couldn’t understand what Chu Han said, and just nodded habitually.

They moved to the center of the long street together with the flow of people.
Mu Xiaoke’s eyes moved back and forth between the party in the distance and Chu Han, while Chu Han kept looking at him, still without a smile on his face.

Near midnight, the drone show started, and the crowd began to stir.
Mu Xiaoke was hit by someone next to him, staggered, and fell down.
Chu Han’s heartbeat almost stopped, he pushed aside the crowd and hugged Mu Xiaoke.
Before Mu Xiaoke could react, Chu Han took him away from the place where he watched the party and came to the embankment.

Mu Xiaoke was pushed against the fence by Chu Han, and Mu Xiaoke saw Han’s face clearly.
There was no smile on Chu Han’s handsome face, and even his eyes were so fierce.
Then, Chu Han questioned him: “You said you want to see me, why do you want to see me? Didn’t you drive me away, why do you still want to see me!”

Mu Xiaoke was startled and panicked.

But the next moment, Chu Han lowered his head and kissed him!

Chu Han’s lips felt slightly cool, and Mu Xiaoke clearly felt the heart-warming contact when he pressed it.
Chu Han held the back of Mu Xiaoke’s head, not letting him have any chance to escape, and deeply kissed him, not giving Mu Xiaoke any chance to refuse.

Mu Xiaoke closed his eyes, opened his lips and teeth, and let the other party wreak havoc.
He knew that Chu Han was angry, and he was also angry with himself.
He is a useless person, a trash who harms others and himself.

With lips and tongue intertwined, Mu Xiaoke’s tears fell again, and he clasped his hands on Chu Han’s shoulders, standing on tiptoe to cooperate with the angry lover.

After being entangled for a long time, Chu Han finally let go of Mu Xiaoke’s lips slowly and wiped away Mu Xiaoke’s tears.
Mu Xiaoke opened his eyes, and seeing Chu Han’s still serious expression, he unconsciously lowered his head.

“Are you planning to avoid me after tonight?”

Mu Xiaoke gritted his teeth, sure enough, he couldn’t hide anything from Chu Han.

“For Rong Yanzhe, you want to give up on me?”

Mu Xiaoke frowned and shook his head vigorously.
Chu Han raised his chin so that he could not escape his gaze, “You are afraid that the Rong family will harm me, and you are afraid that I will be killed by Rong Yanzhe because of you?”

Mu Xiaoke was shocked, how could Chu Han know this?!

Chu Han was extremely helpless, “Your face is full of your worries and thoughts, I can see clearly at a glance.” Chu Han gently stroked Mu Xiaoke’s ever-changing little face.
This is what he loves and he doesn’t want to lose.

“Xiao Ke, I love you.”

Mu Xiaoke’s heartbeat and breathing almost stopped.

“I won’t let you go easily, but I don’t want a relationship that I can’t get.
I just ask you this time, do you want to be with me?”

Suddenly, the clock struck zero, and dazzling fireworks burst out in the sky.

Under the reflection of the fireworks, Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han, at the person for whom he was in pain and couldn’t sleep, this person stirred all his thoughts, looking at him, it was as if he saw the whole world.

Mu Xiaoke nodded.

I want, I want to live, I want my own happiness.