Do I Deserve To Be Loved ??

Leka pov,

Lying on the floor I could not stand the cold so I sat up on the floor and leaned against the wall and stared the cell steel door.. My new name is prisoner no.103.. I got this name for the sins I did.. Now I spending my days in jail as the punishment for the sins I committed against my friend rosie.. I don deserve to call her as my friend.. How could I be her friend who I tried to kill her when she was pregnant ??.. May be nowadays God punishing the sinner immediately that is why I was punished instantly for the sin I committed.. My thoughts are interrupted by jailor voice,

”Prisoner no.103.. Come out.. ”

I get up from floor with the support of wall.. I walk with a limp towards cell door.. He opened the door instantly as I got near to the door and shouted to me,

”Can you walk a little faster ??.. Come with me.. Today you are going to be released from prison.. ”

I mumbled sorry and tried to follow jailor faster but no matter how much I tried I couldn walk faster.. Before coming into prison, I have shown my rich arrogance to many peoples; but after coming into prison, many prisoner proved their power by hitting me.. As a result of their abuse, I can walk without little limp and can carry anything in my left hand without trembling.. My thoughts discontinued by jail officer voice,

”Sign here ”

I signed where he ordered me to sign and he handed me a new floral dress and some money in my hands and told me,

” Your husband asked to give you this dress and this money for the penal labour work you did here.. After giving your prisoner uniform, you can go out.. ”

I nodded and went behind the curtain to took off prisoner uniform and took the crumpled paper and note cards from uniform and hide it inside my bra.. After wearing the new dress, I gave the prisoner uniform to jail officer..

As I was walking out of jail, the word ”Husband ” brought smile to my face.. I only know his name.. Hari krishnan.. His name is deeply imprinted in my mind and heart.. I got him as a fortune when I thought I had lost everything.. After marrying him, I endured the pain and suffering which I experienced in prison with the help of the words he wrote on the note card.. In that card the words ”I am waiting for you ~ Hari ” will have written..

He would send it for me monthly once with some fruits.. Whenever I read his words, it gave me happiness, even though it was not some love or romantic words.. Still the thought of someone was waiting for me gave me hope to live my life.. I would not have cared so much if this had happened three years ago because three years ago I had everything, but now I have nothing.. I lost everything, my parents, my wealth, my beauty.. Now no one will pass me without giving disgusting look.. Even after knowing everything he married me and accepted me as his wife.. Now I have only one wish that to keep him always happy.. Can I make him happy with my disability ??.. Will he be happy with me ??.. What would I do if he thought me as burden ??.. My Hari don think like that.. If he had thought so, then he wouldn have got married with me..

As soon as I got out of prison the scorching sunlight bash on me.. I looked for him all over through my sight but he was nowhere to be found.. I waited for him with the thought that it might be taking ti