Deliberate Mark

ough, this spacing out was simply more torture.
It was like he knew what physical differences there were between Omega and Alpha.
His old self would just want to press back against Ye Fei at times like this, with an innately forced oppression.
And now, he felt his emptiness and wanted nothing more than him to fill it.

The thought was just too shameful.
Gu Ang closed his eyes, unable to get over this hurdle in his mind.
With a firm wrist, he pulled Ye Fei onto the bed and rolled over to sit on it.
The words were unclear, “I-I… want… you.”

Ye Fei froze and smiled again, “Are you sure you want me to fuck you?”

Gu Ang nodded and looked down at himself to unbuckle his belt, “Um, sure.”

Ye Fei squeezed his waist with his hand, slowing the rhythm down, “Okay, you try.”

Gu Ang was holding his face red.
What should he do? They had never made it to the last step in their last life and he had no experience.

Ye Fei raised an eyebrow, “Can’t?”

“No…” Gu Ang looked like a newbie on the road with a driver’s license, every move carried with rawness, “Won’t you?”

When they’ve done it before, they’ve used their hands, their legs, and their mouths.
But it was so weird to have never tried to get inside each other.

Ye Fei picked up the pace, causing the child who had just been stiffening his back to instantly soften into a puddle of mud, hanging on to him wet and clammy.
He turned his head sideways and touched the tip of his tongue to the heated earlobe, biting it with his teeth in a dense bite.

“Wait, no…” Gu Ang exclaimed, “Wait…”

“Shh, keep it down, they’ll hear you.” Ye Fei used force and let loose more and more, and he felt Gu Ang turn into a tightly drawn bow, even as the string twitched.
Eventually the arrow shot out, leaving a hand full of cum.

Ye Fei moved his lips to where his neck was, touching his glands if nothing else, “Feeling better?”

Gu Ang snapped back from his daze, his fingertips gripping Ye Fei’s shirt, almost poking through the fabric, “No… More…”

Ye Fei followed his lead, “What else?”

The effects of the inducer spread out in the moment, lapping at him like a sea of waves.
Gu Ang broke down and completely gave up, the stubbornness one once had as an Alpha gone.
He had trouble speaking, stammering for a half a day before he squeezed a word from his lips, “Back.”

“Is this it?” Ye Fei’s fingertips twitched slightly, groping for a spot and poking in seemingly unaware.

Gu Ang exclaimed, “…Get out.”

Ye Fei refused, he tore off his false svelte and revealed his truest desire.
It was him who came to seduce him and pull him into this abyss of sin, so they would have to hold each other and drown together.
The Omega’s natural build worked, and the place was soft and hot.

As seductive as Gu Ang’s lips.

It was a little tough at first, but gradually smoothed out later on.
Along with the blush-inducing sound of wetness, the pheromone mixed more and more passionately.

Ye Fei rolled over and sharply pinned the man down, covering Gu Ang’s eyes with his other hand, feeling his eyelashes like a butterfly with vibrating wings, “If you’re shy, just close your eyes and feel it.”

Gu Ang was so ashamed he almost wanted to find a crack in the ground.
He felt his leg being lifted and then felt the raging possession.

Countless memories came to mind, fragmentary walk-throughs.
The first time he met Ye Fei, he blocked people off the side of the track at the Games and had to ask him to leave his phone number.

Ye Fei wore an icy expression and rejected him outright.

On his twentieth birthday, at the door of the dormitory, he forcibly kissed Ye Fei on the pretext of a birthday present.
He saw what seemed like a rare hint of tenderness on that impatient face.

At the graduation game, he won his first one, and the room was filled with cheers of victory.
But the thing he was happier about was being able to justify it by saying, “You lost, so we should have a relationship.”

On the battlefield of gunfire, Ye Fei would have his back.
He knew that as long as this man was around, he could feel confident that he could fight at full strength.

On the day of the divorce, he stood at the door to say goodbye to Ye Fei.
Not daring to turn around, afraid that if he looked at the man one more time, he wouldn’t be able to resist running over to him and jumping into his arms.

After crossing over, the surprise of seeing Ye Fei again.
But there was no longer a way to give him an arrogant hug like before, and they were strangers.

… 

Gu Ang felt his eyes grow hazy, as if a tear had slipped down the corner of his eye.

After all these years, what he lost, he finally got back.
Gu Ang pinched his fingertips into Ye Fei’s arm, and the rising moan came to an abrupt halt.
His brain went blank, all memories vanished into nothingness.
He didn’t know what was wrong with him, his voice took on a sobbing tone and he just repeated the words over and over again, “Big brother, I love you, I love you so much.”

“I know, I know all about it.” Ye Fei kissed the corners of his eyes, swallowing those salty flavors down his throat bit by bit.
He made Gu Ang cry, in every sense of the word.

The mattress couldn’t take the shaking, it was creaking and rattling more and more violently.
Ye Fei was a little out of control, and with the last vestiges of sanity remaining jerked away, only to have Gu Ang wrap around his rear end.
He spoke with difficulty, “Be a good boy and let me out.”

Gu Ang cheekily pinned him back down, “…No, don’t leave.”

Moon shadows swayed, curtains were blown up and down, and no one cared if tomorrow was a sunny day.

Guided by instinct, the figures folded together.

Like a bloodthirsty wolf, Ye Fei bared his canines and embedded them viciously in Gu Ang’s glands.
At the same moment, he sent himself into Gu Ang’s deepest depths.
Even if they couldn’t bear the consequences of tomorrow, just holding each other was enough to die tonight.